Okay. First of all, I know I said I'd only be at the clinic for about 8 weeks. By now it's been like, 15 weeks XD But yeah, I'm still there, and I'm sorry for not letting you guys know what's going on. I'll be staying there until I can go to another clinic for treatment. (the clinic I'm at now is actually just for observation and diagnosing).

I'm on medication for my depression now. But I'm getting new meds because my current ones don't work

Hmmmm yeah a lot of things happened, and I'm not doing too well, but I'm alive.

Oh yeah, a few weeks ago my cat died. That didn't exactly bring up the mood either.
R.I.P. Chico

Errr what more. My lovelife is currently lying in a huge pile of shit with some vomit and slime and other unpleasant fluids poured on top of it. On the other hand, it's the first time my lovelife is actually there. As before it was kind of... non-existent. Or quiet at least. So, yay? Naawww shit, I like it quiet.


IN OTHER NEWS.
*And now follows the happy part of my journal*

It was my birthday last Thursday. the 10th, for those who can't count (*Me being one of them*)
Aaand I'm 17 now.

Speaking of birthdays, Margaret Cho had hers the 5th! She a comedienne and the queen of queers and my hero XD

AND it's my good friend Isabelle's birthday today! Congratulations bb! You know I love you :3

Oh, and it'll be 's 19th birthday this Sunday. Go give her attention! 8D

When's your birthday? Put it in a comment below, and I'll put it in a special birthday-journal, so that everyone will know when to start making presents for you XD


That's all I have to say for now, but if you want to talk about something or you have a question, just let me know

-XxX- Chaja

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I R BACK.
For the weekend.
Oh btw, there IS internet at the clinic, but I... don't feel very internet-y haha. We'll see.

But yeah, just wanted to tell you guys that I'm back since yesterday afternoon and I'll be leaving sometime tomorrow. (Sunday). In the evening. And that's probably how it's going to be every week

That's it.

TALK TO ME. BECAUSE YOU CAN. I'LL TALK TO YOU. BECAUSE I CAN.
And because it's getting a little quiet in my internet-verse.

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I'm leaving in 9 hours! I'm off to bed and leaving at 9 in the morning

Spent two full days packing and cleaning my room. Mostly cleaning my room. XD It's unbelievable how messy it gets hahaha (and how much crap from yeeears ago I still find XD)

That's it. I'm done talking.

BEYZA! I'll probably talk to y'all on Friday night



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that I'll be spending my time in an adolescents' clinic for about 8 weeks starting Monday.

So yeah, I've had some problems for the past few years and I really hope it's going to get much better once I'm there

I've been trying to get in for quite some time and finally there's room for me 8D

I'll be leaving this Monday (August 31). I have to go home in the weekends, so I'll respond to comments and talk to you then.
So you know where I am when I'm not responding during the week

Hmmm I'm kinda nervous. But also... not. At all. lol.

I'll do my best to keep drawing when I'm there


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